You can't judge my choices without knowing my reasons
Skypade med t igår och flyger ner och hälsar på honom nästa vecka och Sen kommer han hit och hälsar på om några veckor Wieh:)! Hanna är lycklig!
Dunderforkyld!
igar tog han ut mig pa middag, indisk restaurang, mums! sen filmkvall. vf traffar jag ngn sanhar nu nar jag maste dra? Gash! Illa! Aldrig traffat ngn som behandlat mig sa forut.. buuuh! timing timing noooot! far se vad som hander..: ?
har nyss proppat i mig hot chips, baugett och coca cola! Mums! Och morgonskiftet ar avklarat.
Ikvall blir det nog att dra ut igen? Its friday baby! maha friday in qtown!!!
nu ska jag nog nappa lite innan lite mera mat/ dricka..
Enjoy as much as you can
Kan man vakna upp till en finare utsikt?
Idag har jag varit på jobbintervju, kändes bra.
Ska jobba 3 h ikv efter det hoppas jag på att få träffa t igen. Inte sett honom på 6 timmar och jag håller på att avlida..... Not ok....
What Screws us up most in life is the picture how is supposed to be
Jag älskar mitt liv.
Beslutsångest
Min situation ; har mitt ski resort jobb som startar om ca 1 v. Om jag tar detta jobb kommer det innebära att jag kommer jobba som lifty 5 dagar i veckan, få gratis ski pass och kunna göra det jag älskar. Kommer bo med folket jag jobbar med. Detta ski resort är 6 timmar härifrån vilket är mitt största problem.
Jag är nu i queenstown, ett sjukt coolt ställe, bergen här öppnar i helgen och det kommer va galet mycket folk här och party varje kväll för den som vill. Jag har precis börjat jobba för boende på hostellet och har några intervjuer här i veckan. Saken är den att på det andra stället får jag gratis ski pass och här kostar det en ren förmögenhet.. Och vore rätt coolt att testa på ett ski resort jobb...
Den största anledningen till varför jag tvekar är dock att jag har inlett en början till något seriöst slags förhållande? Varför Hanna varför? Detta har nu pågått i ca 1 månad och det ser ut som att vi båda har blivit näst intill besatta av varandra. Om vi inte ses på 2 dagar så känns det som en evighet sedan. God! Vad ska jag göra? Han vill att jag stannar, jag med, men någonting säger mig att jag borde testa detta jobb...
Alltid är väl det någon slags dramatik i mitt liv?
Speak the truth even though your voice is shaking
Good times, good times.
When u too much in love to let it go
Never regret coz at one point in life it was exactly what you wanted
Friday morning, or more like noonish I guess. Had some toasts or brekky n think I will go to the supermarket soon to buy some healthy stuff. Basically I'm living on scrambled eggs, avocado( fuckin expensive!!!), tuna and salami at the moment. Trying to stop eating bread, pasta and all this shitty carbons.. Hah.. Today I'm thinking about investigating in some pesto and lettuce as well!! Yummiieee!! Bought crisps for the first time in 4 months yesterday... Ueeeee not even tasty!!)
Saw an add in the paper the other day. 2 billabong ski jackets..gonna have a look this arvo.. Fingers crossed, fingers crossed ! One is obviously green b purple ( sounds awesome to me!) n the otherone pink n white.. Hmm..
Had a good early one with Kyle Asami n some other hostel people yesterday. Tonight is Friday!
God I love my life!
The happiest people don't have the best of everything, they just make the best of everything.
Go confidently in your dreams, live the life u have imagined
2 weeks left untiL the mountains will be open! Can't wait. Gonna be able to go snowboarding everyday! Can it be much better? Im really looking forward to it at the same time as I'm really enjoying my time in Queenstown. It's such a cool place with heaps of things to do. Today me n Tara will go and get our skis waxed. N i will apply for nzski as well n maybe theres a lil chance im stayin in qtown for the winter. The people is sooo lovely, dont wanna leave them.
It was snowing the other day, first time in 2,5 year that i actually been seeing snow, how awesome isnt that?
n mummieee if u read this u have to call me straight away! importan!!
hahah random pic oh yes? at least my helmet is on its way to new zealand!!!!!
snow
Life's good life's good.
A bit enoying that alot of people u get to know are leaving all time tho... gah...
Winter times
Cant wait for the winter to come :)!
Today is the first day of the rest of your life
Just woke up. Feeling sooo sick today:/..the last week has been well good fun! Met great loveli people, unfortunately most of them have left already.. But just caught up with the girls from Christchurch again:)! I've been looking around here for other kind of jobs as well since I would prefer to live here.. Just got a maybe from Cordrona ski field. I know I was too late to apply but been into their office and emailing them quite a lot so they told me they'll call me if they need any extra people... Ahhh I really hope so !!
Queenstown is a beautiful place tho, with heaps of backpackers, hundreds of activities n surrounded by high snow covered mountains and a lake in the middle of the city. Really nice place. There's like hundreds of bars n places to go out to as well..definitely a place worth staying at for some months. I never thought it was possible to make sooo many friends into weeks, everyone is just lovely and most of us are actually travelling on their own, which makes it even easier.
ski resort job
Winter times
The interview today went fine, it actually felt really good. They gonna let me know in 2 weeks. Hopefully :)
Just went n bought food with some friends n now we're watching a fuckin discussing movie !!! Uuuuuuuuu!
Christchurch
Had forgot that something called autumn existed ..
At the moment I'm lying in the bed , eating diary milk chocolate with the taste of caramel, yummie!! Lying in bed n should get ready for my interview which is gonna be held at 3.40 pm somewhere close to the airport so have to find a bus n be there in time. Hahah what to wear?
The last couple of days I've been sleeping daytime n been heading to local bars in the evening. N well, spent way too much money. Hahah seriously I'm broke as fuck... Whatever, it could be worse? U barley need any money at all to be happy :) heading down to queenstown at sat I think and I'll try to get a job there. Can't wait for be in the mountains :) its not really like Sweden, the mountains here r around 3000 m, nice or what?
Tomorrow I'll go jacket shopping.. With what money?? Hahah.. Well I've still got savings that I haven't Used at all since I started to travel n I actually planned using at least $2000 from the beginning. Let's use that for the winter things :))...
Brissy airport
Lying in the international airport in Brisbane, totally necked. Taking over a whole couch, really nice, naahhht..
Was freakin out a few hrs ago, soo close not boarding the flight, so close to run out again. I'm glad I didn't tho. Don't know how many nervous phone calls I did, to Peta in Sydney, wille in cairns, mamma at home, stina in Melbourne, texting with Rebecka, Dylan, Anthony and fb chatting with Sylvie Antonia and ebbiis.. Hahah the hardest decision in a long time.. Siilly siillly me, the worst decision maker ever! It feels good now tho... I'm kinda excited for the winter season to start, to buy a snowboard n start a new adventure in new Zealand.
Good times good times.. A goodbye is never easy when u don't know if it's for real or not
bye mitchell st, bye darwin, bye australia
kommer sakna sonder darwin igen. heeeh. latt dromstallet i varlden under the dry season...
Swedish meatballs!!
Mummsiie yummie !!
Har hela lyxlägenheten för mig själv denna helg så Dylan kom förbi igår kv :) vi lagade swedish meatballs, drack vin , smaskade chips och kollade på massa filmer och töntade runt hela natten och även hela förmiddagen :) iih kommer sakna honom igen. Men känns ändå som att vi kommer ses igen ??? .. Med vissa personer är allt bara så enkelt ???
Btw i bought a zoo is a really good movie :)
2,5 days left in Australia
Åker till nya zeeland på måndag morgon, 01.20 går flyget. Här går det undan i planerna.. Eller ja, några större planer har jag väl direkt inte. Känner ingen där men det brukar ju lösa sig :)!
Va med dylan på marknaden igår sen drog vi på ett gig där Frank turner spelade. Riktigt bra :)
Nu ligger jag och steker i 38 graders värme, det är rent utsagt förjävligt. Längtar till kylan !!!
